its been so long without you now,i wait for you to come to me,you dont i just need to see you or feel you just once,my heart breaks everytime i think of you,i miss your smile,i miss your voice so much even if its just to have a go at me id love to hear it,i have to tell ,yself so stop thinkin about you cause it hurts so much,im tryin so hard to bother everyday its a fight mum but whats the point for me why should i bother,i was upset with god for takin you away but then i thought you are out of pain now and i was wishin you didnt have to keep suffering eveyday so did he take you because to take the pain away,i guess we never no but i do love you and miss you everyday i hope you see that and realize how much we love you mumxxxx