13 years now my Betty boo. Wish i could have just one minute with you. To tell you I miss you as love you. Always have always will x

its ten years today mum, it still don't seem real,i still think i can see you again. Life is so hard right now, dads gone, the family is non existent, awful virus wiping people out, and you not being here makes it all unbearable, lots has happened in this time, I thank god for the memory's they keep me going i go back to the Christmas you brought me my disco lights record player god i loved that,im sorry for being such a pain and always ruining the surprise for you, my lovely blue bike, and my roller skates god they were the best presents ever, you never had much money but you always did your best for us starting shopping in January for our gifts just so we had them, you were amazing so amazing with everything you were going through as well, you always kept us safe it must have been so hard for you❤ i wish i could spend today with you, get you your milkshakes and chicken burgers, or your king prawn chow mien. Just anything as long as we were together, I miss you my love i didn't know how hard this would be without you, you kept saying you were trying to prepare us but it still wouldn't have nothing ever could have, I love you and miss you today and everyday, love your kezzy xxxx ❤❤❤❤ ps bessie is having a baby your gonna be a great grandmother you would have adored that wouldn't you off to the shops on your scooter spoiling them as always

its your birthday in 4 days mum it will be 9 yrs then since you went away,i miss you more now as its been so long,i would give anything just to sit with you for a while,and tell you everything that's happened and how much we miss you, you brought us up so well tought us all the values tought us to be good and caring,i didn't know it then but I do now I know everything now,its just too late to tell you,i cant bare the thought im not going to see you again,its scaring me im scared I just need my mum,even just to hear you say oh kerrie ,I love you and miss you always

well its nearly xmas 2017.life without you is still so hard,your memory lives with me everyday, your pictures hang on my wall you are and never will be forgotten.but my god mum you are missed so very much,theres so many lovely things ive seen id love to buy you for xmas,but instead I have to buy memorial gifts to place somewhere outside and cold,but where I know you are,it kills me that your there and not home with us.i wish you would just come home just for a while I miss my mum I miss your love, kezzyx

My life goes on without you Mum But nothing is the same. I have to hide my heartache When someone speaks your name. Sad is the heart that loves you Mum Silent the tears that fall. Living life without you Is the hardest part of all. You left behind my broken heart And happy memories too But I never wanted memories Mum I only wanted you. miss u so much mum xxxx

Grief has dropped a bomb in my life. I am shattered, blasted, blown apart and all but nearly destroyed. Amongst the shards, amongst the debris, i live. I don't know how. I can't see. I can do nothing but feel the pain that is within me and around me. I don't understand, i will never understand. I lay down amongst the rubble for i can do nothing else and i cry, like i have never cried in my life before and i think why you Mum. Why this? And somehow without knowing how,i uncurl myself and brush yet more tears from my face and i walk. I begin to pick up a shard, a broken piece of my life here, and a broken piece there. They don't fit together anymore, they can't. There is no going back to what once was. And as each tiny fragment begins to shape itself anew, so do i. My shape is a stranger to me now and to everyone else. My pieces have become you.They speak of your strength, of your courage and they speak of you, the vulnerable you, the broken you, the loving you and the wonderful you. I still miss you everyday Mum, and i'll love you always and forever.Im lonely without you. I miss being your baby. No one will ever love me the way you did, the way you always will. Soon we'll be together again Mum, til then i'll hold you safely in my heart.xxxx

Time doesnt heel our hearts Mum, life is hard without you to turn to.I miss you each and everyday my precious precious Mother.Do i try to block you out when i cry,sometimes i do.But you are never out of my thoughts for long.Please dont think i do it because i dont care,i do it because my heart breaks.I miss our bond we shared.I really need you back in my life.I really really love you so much and with all my heart,told you i would love you for all eternity didnt i.Nothing will ever change that.You'll always remain safe here in my heart.Forever.Love from Anna xxx

thinking of you as i light the candle its been so long now i cant bare not having you here,i thought it was ment to get easyier its not i miss everything about you,i miss the dogs even,everytime i see a woman riding about on a scooter it breaks my heart cuz you should be here wizzing about on yours with tilly in your bag,i wish it didnt have to be so hard i dont know why i just cant see you just for a little while,just for a hug i need a hug from you so much mum,who can i talk to when i need advise now?cant bare living in this world without you, love n miss you every second of everyday my dearest mum love your kezxxxx

trying to get on with life bit its so hard to do without you,me and anna was chatting about getting married and we said how we wouldnt have a big wedding because your not there with us,yes i can hear people saying your there watching over us,but what if your not,what if we really dont get to see each other ever again? i cant bare it.my mind when its quiet goes crazy it wont shut up.i keep seeing you keep replaying everything.god what a difference a day makes,i just wish i could talk to you for a second i miss the sound of your voice so much,miss all the little things the way ud guzzel ypur pop while ur on the phone or the way u broke u tip off your fag,i even thought of baby n angel yesterday,i just miss you mum so desperatly you are the best mother in the whole world i hope you know that,and see me and anna everyday we speak of you yes we have to stop cause we get upset but we love you always you know we just miss and love you my darling,your leaving has just broken our hearts and knowone can mend or ease our pain,we love and miss you every moment of everyday xx

thinking of you is easy we do it everyday,but in our hearts its killing us because you have gone away,knowone knows our heartache, nobody shares our pain,knowone but just you and us know how we feel each day, you once made us a promise and i hope you keep your word,that you will be there waiting when its us who leaves this earth.until that day we will miss you,and until that day we will cry,cause know matter how far apart we are our love will never die, missing you always forgetting you never,love u with all my heart my darling wish i could see you just once more

A heart of gold stopped beating,two shining eyes at rest.God broke our hearts to prove that he only takes the best.I miss you every second of every day Mum xxforever and always I Love You with every beat of my heartxx

Love and miss you everyday Mum xx life without you is so hard xx

my darling its your birthday a whole year without you i want to say happy birthday bit its a day i hate now so much and i really dont want to celebrate it,its been a hard year,in a way it fells like it was yesterday but in the other way it feels like forever,the simple things about you i miss,the phone calls,id do anything just for a phone call today,i swore id never get another chihuahua but thats all i want,just a little piece of of you in anyway,i hate that the world keeps turning without you in it,i hate that you are where you are,cant abide putting flowers there,but in a way i feel comfort because i no you are there,its 10am wish i could turn the clocks back so we could be there with you instead of you facing it alone,but as always life had to be that much harder for you didnt it my darling,you were so brave and so strong all your life mum,im so proud of you for being so wonderful a mother you truly are,a day never goes by that i dont think of you or miss you,i hope i get to see you again,because i couldnt bare it if i couldnt,its the only thing that gets me through is thinking your happy with nannie and grandad just waiting for us,i hope you are/love you darling miss u always xxxxxxxxxxx

A whole year without you Mum.its been the longest and hardest year of my life but has at the same time rushed by.it seems like its been forever since i last saw your smiling face or heard your comforting voice.What can i say only that i miss you and love you every minute of the day.i always will even after im gone.i'll love you for all eternity.nothing will change that.my heart is broken because your not here anymore.I love you Mum..always have..always will love from your baby xxxx

I really miss you today Mum.I miss you everyday but today feels different.dont know how to explain it but if your watching me you'll know.wish it was last year just for a while.why is it too much to ask for.i dont understand.dont understand anything anymore.i just know that i love you...always have always will.not even this horrible world can change that.xx Miss you so much and im so greatful to you for everything xx

Everyday feels like forever without you Mum.love always and forever xxxx

sometimes i think i can feel you with me,when i dream your always here and i wake up and your not,its a year in a couple of weeks and in one way it feels like its been forver without you,and the other just seems to have raced by, ive made a million wishes but they wont come true,i just want to hug you i miss you so much mumx i cant handle living here without you,love u always x

My heart breaks everyday Mum,I wish i could speak to u i have so much to tell u.I need u back in my life so desperately.My life is at an all time low.I just need my Mum.I know u would make me feel better.Im always wishing for u to hear me when i speak to u.I hope u hear me when i always tell u how much i love and miss u,and i hope u wait for me Mum.I really do.I miss u so much and will love u til the end of time my dearest darling.xxxx

Missing you as always dearest Mum.Love you with all my heart.xxxx

xMUMx happy mothers day,our first without you here,missing you is an understatment.i just go through the day waiting till time to go back to bed,i hate that i cant think of you without hutting so much,i have so much anger inside me mum looking at little old ladies and you my mother i wont see like that, its killing me my heart is broken so badly i know i will never feel the same again so know bettyboo you were and always will be the best mother in this whole world miss you every moment without you is another hug i want off you when your there to meet me when its my time,love u always,always, always willX HAPPY MOTHERS DAY X

i wish you were here for Mothers Day Mum,miss you all the time.my love will be withyou always.Happy Mother's Day my Darling.I love you Dearest Mum. xx Anna xx

Missing you so much everyday Mum.i wish i could feel you here with me.if only for a minute,it would mean the world to me.god i love and miss you so much.always will.xx anna xx

its been so long without you now,i wait for you to come to me,you dont i just need to see you or feel you just once,my heart breaks everytime i think of you,i miss your smile,i miss your voice so much even if its just to have a go at me id love to hear it,i have to tell ,yself so stop thinkin about you cause it hurts so much,im tryin so hard to bother everyday its a fight mum but whats the point for me why should i bother,i was upset with god for takin you away but then i thought you are out of pain now and i was wishin you didnt have to keep suffering eveyday so did he take you because to take the pain away,i guess we never no but i do love you and miss you everyday i hope you see that and realize how much we love you mumxxxx

what i wouldn't give just for a hug Mum.i would love to just hold you and never let you go.life is tough.miss you,your voice,your comforting words and your support.god i need my mum so bad.depressed before you even left,now its worse than ever.Dearest Mother in all the world you are,always have been,always will be,I love you my darling.xxxAlwaysxxx

everyday i think of you.my heart hurts so much.i love and miss you so very very much my dearest mum.i really hope you know how very much i love you.always have and always will.xx annaxx

Mum i dont know where the time is going,i just go through the day, then the next then the next,nothin really has meaning for me anymore its lonely mum,sometimes the quietness is just unbareable,im a prisioner i cant go out round here,im just locked in this house forever,because its been so cold in here i keep feeling my hands it freaks me out cause the last time i saw you your little hands were freezing,i keep seeing you layin there and i have to ,make myself forget i just cant think of you any other way its making me sick,youn no i wish all the time for you back i cant see why just for a moment i cant how can you be then not be,nothing i have of yours smells like you anymore i just want to have that smell for a second not the one in that place but your house smell i never thought id miss that so much but i do.god mum i just miss you so much i suppose thats how its gonna be till its my turn,just missing you i love you darling always you were and are the best mum in the whole world id never want another,love u always

Its jan 19th 2011 its been 7months and 13days since you went away,we still think of you all the time,you will never be forgotten,at the moment we cat talk of you without crying,when we think of memorys they still make my heart break,i hope one day we can remember and smile instead of crying cause truthfully its getting harder and harder,life is hard living each day without my mother being here is heartbreaking,i know how you felt now,that nothing matters i dont have kids to hold me here like you,you always thought of us didnt you bless your heart you were so strong mum fighting like you did everyday so hard even on that day you were fighting to stay for us even though you could barely stand anymore you still tryed,you are the best mother we could ever have had you kept us in your heart,like we will always keep you in ours,you are in my thoughts everyday we were lucky to have you as our mum im so sorry for letting you down when you needed me i should have been there more for you,you have no idea how much i hate myself for that,but ive learned to late you only get one mother and when shes gone shes gone,memorys pictures belongings mean nothing they are not you,nothing ever will be,please forgive me mum

my mind is never clear of thoughts of you mum,my heart seems to break a little more everyday without you.god i miss you so much.i wish wishes were true mum,i really do.ill always love you mum,each and everyday.love anna xxx

going back toy the days when you were here hurts so much knowing were not gonna ever get to have another with you,i miss the days we would all sit about making you laugh,i miss your smile something you and nannie both shared was your smile,i miss you so much everyday every second without you seems an eternity, your loved more than you ever know, always in my heart my little bettyboo,

i love and miss you everyday my dearest mother.im sick of hurting so much without you.i hate the quiet times there the worst even though every moment without you is horrible.i adore and love you truly mum.and ill miss you everyday of my life.xxannaxx

a day never goes by without you in my mind and heart,missing you.missing your voice,mum i know now what heartache is,you couldnt have prepared me for this,i love you so much and will never stop always in my heart

new years eve,just the eve of a whole new year without you dearest mum.i love you now and always my darling.seems like forever since i saw you now.i miss you so very much.xxxx

i miss you mum xx

i hope you somehow see us,and hold us when we cry, i hope you feel our love for you as the days keep going by, and i hope that no matter what life brings,we will always think of you, and i hope that when its time for us,we will all join up with you, its christmas now theres snow about,but our hearts are torn in two,cause our perfect darling mother, when you died we died too, XEveryday is a heartacheX X WITHOUT YOU X

My Dearest Mum,i miss you so very much,everyday holds new heartache which i cant describe.My love for you will only ever get stronger and will never fade.You ARE everything to me and i love you with all my heart.xxx

lovin you is easy,we do it everyday, its the heartache of losing you it just never goes away,always in my heart xmumx always xxx

I love you and miss you everyday mum,xx

goodbyes the saddest word il ever hear,goodbyes the last time that ill hold you near,someday you'll say that word and i will cry, it broke my heart to hear you say goodbye.until we meet again my dearest mother,quiet times are so hard without you memorys last forever but the day you went is all i think about,i wish we got that one more day with you,in my heart you will always be xxxx miss you and love you always

I miss and love you so much,it breaks my heart cause your not here with us Mum.Christmas just one more day without you.its not special anymore.xx

I'll love and miss you for all eternity,my brave and perfect Mum.everyday is full of emptiness without you,and always will be as long as i'm here without you.xxxx

just the words i miss you dont even come close,i was just shopping for some slippers and i saw your slippers they didnt put them on right,and i kept trying to put them on for you,i just couldnt they wouldnt go on, now im back to those images it kills me mum its just breaking me down, missing you so much why did it happen like that to many questions left unanswered too much pain,to much time to think to remember to miss.too much time without you xmumx

i wish i could remember the good things about you but the day you went and the ones that have followed are so vivid in my mind,missing you dont even touch the pain and heartache of you not being here,i cant do xmas i havent even put my decorations up and i know anna wouldnt have either but shes doing it for the kids just like you did it for us,how the hell you carried on mum with losing your mother and a husband that beat the hell out of you all the time and plus 4 kids to raise i will never know,see you are an amazing mother you went on for us,i remember you didnt want togo on without nannie just as i hate going on without you,holding your love inside us is just about keeping us going,you were our light you showed us the way through good and bad,but now your not here to hold us when we cry,to tell us everythings gonna be ok its hurting so bad i love you so much and miss you more than anything always will my perfect amazing mum xxxxkezzyxxxx

miss you everyday mum,love you always.xxxx

i cant comprehend why you have gone my dearest mum,you have always been here for me then suddenly BAMG your out of my life.i always needed you and you were always there for me.i know you treated me so well mum.but i dont just miss you because of those reasons,i miss you most of all because you are an incredible mother,nannie,my best friend,you are everything i needed in one little toothless package.i hope your here with us mum,cant stand the thought that your not our angel.i dreamt of you last night like everynight.i dreamt that i died and that i could see you here,waiting for me.and now as i sit here crying,i hope you can see how very much i love and miss you my incredible Mother.ill cherish you always.xxxx

6 months feels like a lifetime without seeing you,mermorys are still fresh in my mind but it feels so long since i heard your voice.i hate that every memory makes me cry,that i cant say your name without the gut wrenching pain of losing you,its wrong that people have to go though this,life is hard enough,was thinkin about little old trudy the other day,i hope shes there with you,will miss you so much xmas not havin you here xmas eve first year ever will be thinking of you as always my darling love you so much,always love and miss you

6 long months since we lost you dearest mum,6 months to the day i last heard your voice.im sorry to for letting you down mum,you never let me down and i will never forgive myself.why i didnt bring you home with me ill never know.everything seems it was against us.just a few minutes more and we would have been with you for your final moments.all i can say is that you always have and always will mean the absolute world to me.you are the best mum and i miss you sincerely every second everyday.my heart aches and hurts so much without you in my life.you are so precious to me.you'll always be here in my heart.i love you mum xx

as always missing you so badly,we have each other but as always we still need you,miss our chinese nights we had with your 4 pancake rolls or your 4 chicken burgers,you didnt eat them the day b4 when i got you them i should have known you were feeling worse,but being the selfish bitch i am i didnt stay that long,i thought id see you tomorro,but god had other plans and he stole you from us and i regret that i regret that so much,please forgive me for leaving you, you dont come to me i thought you would but i dont feel you,i need to just once just so i know your there,i love you, you know that dont you

what i would give just to hug and kiss you mum.i would never ever let you go.ive got so much heartache.life is hard,so hard.although your with me always its not the same.life wont ever be the same without you in it.

forever in my heart and mind,sadly missed every second my dearest mum.i love you now and always my darling.xx

memorys of childhood have been coming back to me,we were selfish not to think of your pain,you missed your mum so much,i hated goin to the cemetry all the time cause you couldnt stand the flowers to wilt,i get it now thats where you are and i hate that,i wish no im fed up of wishing because they wont come true,not for just one second i just miss you so much,me and anna talk about you everyday of corse sometimes we have to stop we cant take the crying i wish i could think of you and not cry,but i cant i tell you i dont know how people cope cause this is killing me,if i didnt have anna and the kids i dont think i could keep it together im lonely,we had each other now i dont have you its killing me mum its just killing me my heart is broken...

in all the world there is no other who could take the place of our dear mother,you are truly missed every single minute mum.6 months nearly gone without you in our lives.me and kez are empty without you.love you forever and ever my darling.xx

u are missed so badly,i never thought you wouldnt be here,still in shock,still cry all the time,still so very heartbroken,miss you mum miss you so much, love always and foreverxxx

i miss you so very much mum,my minutes are hours without you.there will never be a day where i dont think of you and love you with all my heart.xxannaxx

Its christmas nearly ans we have to face it for the first time in our lifes without you,you have been here for every one of them,i can remember many of them, the one where i got my roller skates,or my bike and my favourite one with the record player with the disco light speakers,last xmas i got you your silver mum braclet i put it on you then and you still wear it now,i know how lonely you was,i have it everyday and night just watching the hours passing it so quiet you hear the clock ticking,something you have that i dont,you have us your memory lives on through us everyday,there will never be a christmas where you wont be remembered you were everything to us,no matter how you felt you still went on for us,i no your pain now of losing nannie and im sorry i didnt relize how hard it was,but now i do,i hope somehow you see us and know how much we love and miss you and wish you were here xxalways missing you,love you with all my heart mum xxx

im left here with a broken heart,no-one can ever heal,youve been taken away mum,youve been stolen from me.i cant stand to be here without you.its hard to smile now,its hard to face yet another day without you in it.your my precious mother,you always have been and you always will be.the fact that your not here wont ever change that.as long as im here,you will be too.i love you mum and i cant begin to tell you how much i miss you.sometimes words dont say enough.xxx anna xxx

you were the best mother in the world,i wish i told you that more,i wish so many things but the one wish id want is you here,you are loved and missed every second of my life my bettyboo,

A silent thought a secret tear keeps your memory ever near Death leaves a heartache no one can heal Love leaves a memory no one can steal,your in my heart forever x

i'll always love you mum,and i miss you so very much.my heart breaks every second im without you.you'll always be in my heart,and mind.i dont really know how im carrying on without you,because i'd rather not.we can all make wishes.but mine was to have a dear mum,and you gave me all the love i ever needed.thankyou my darling mother for all you have ever done for me.you have all my love for eternity.from your ever loving daughter anna xxxx

Our Mum was the most forgiving loving person in the whole world,We miss her so much everyday.we didnt know losing her would be so hard,she was so ill in and out of hospital so much,we wanted her to be well not to go through so much we would have took the pain ourselfs just so she didnt have to,we wish she was here we would tell her all the things we didnt get time to do,on her birthday of all days,we are lost without her,we love and miss her every second of everyday,

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