well its nearly xmas 2017.life without you is still so hard,your memory lives with me everyday, your pictures hang on my wall you are and never will be forgotten.but my god mum you are missed so very much,theres so many lovely things ive seen id love to buy you for xmas,but instead I have to buy memorial gifts to place somewhere outside and cold,but where I know you are,it kills me that your there and not home with us.i wish you would just come home just for a while I miss my mum I miss your love, kezzyx