its your birthday in 4 days mum it will be 9 yrs then since you went away,i miss you more now as its been so long,i would give anything just to sit with you for a while,and tell you everything that's happened and how much we miss you, you brought us up so well tought us all the values tought us to be good and caring,i didn't know it then but I do now I know everything now,its just too late to tell you,i cant bare the thought im not going to see you again,its scaring me im scared I just need my mum,even just to hear you say oh kerrie ,I love you and miss you always