thinking of you as i light the candle its been so long now i cant bare not having you here,i thought it was ment to get easyier its not i miss everything about you,i miss the dogs even,everytime i see a woman riding about on a scooter it breaks my heart cuz you should be here wizzing about on yours with tilly in your bag,i wish it didnt have to be so hard i dont know why i just cant see you just for a little while,just for a hug i need a hug from you so much mum,who can i talk to when i need advise now?cant bare living in this world without you, love n miss you every second of everyday my dearest mum love your kezxxxx