trying to get on with life bit its so hard to do without you,me and anna was chatting about getting married and we said how we wouldnt have a big wedding because your not there with us,yes i can hear people saying your there watching over us,but what if your not,what if we really dont get to see each other ever again? i cant bare it.my mind when its quiet goes crazy it wont shut up.i keep seeing you keep replaying everything.god what a difference a day makes,i just wish i could talk to you for a second i miss the sound of your voice so much,miss all the little things the way ud guzzel ypur pop while ur on the phone or the way u broke u tip off your fag,i even thought of baby n angel yesterday,i just miss you mum so desperatly you are the best mother in the whole world i hope you know that,and see me and anna everyday we speak of you yes we have to stop cause we get upset but we love you always you know we just miss and love you my darling,your leaving has just broken our hearts and knowone can mend or ease our pain,we love and miss you every moment of everyday xx