6 long months since we lost you dearest mum,6 months to the day i last heard your voice.im sorry to for letting you down mum,you never let me down and i will never forgive myself.why i didnt bring you home with me ill never know.everything seems it was against us.just a few minutes more and we would have been with you for your final moments.all i can say is that you always have and always will mean the absolute world to me.you are the best mum and i miss you sincerely every second everyday.my heart aches and hurts so much without you in my life.you are so precious to me.you'll always be here in my heart.i love you mum xx