6 months feels like a lifetime without seeing you,mermorys are still fresh in my mind but it feels so long since i heard your voice.i hate that every memory makes me cry,that i cant say your name without the gut wrenching pain of losing you,its wrong that people have to go though this,life is hard enough,was thinkin about little old trudy the other day,i hope shes there with you,will miss you so much xmas not havin you here xmas eve first year ever will be thinking of you as always my darling love you so much,always love and miss you