Its jan 19th 2011 its been 7months and 13days since you went away,we still think of you all the time,you will never be forgotten,at the moment we cat talk of you without crying,when we think of memorys they still make my heart break,i hope one day we can remember and smile instead of crying cause truthfully its getting harder and harder,life is hard living each day without my mother being here is heartbreaking,i know how you felt now,that nothing matters i dont have kids to hold me here like you,you always thought of us didnt you bless your heart you were so strong mum fighting like you did everyday so hard even on that day you were fighting to stay for us even though you could barely stand anymore you still tryed,you are the best mother we could ever have had you kept us in your heart,like we will always keep you in ours,you are in my thoughts everyday we were lucky to have you as our mum im so sorry for letting you down when you needed me i should have been there more for you,you have no idea how much i hate myself for that,but ive learned to late you only get one mother and when shes gone shes gone,memorys pictures belongings mean nothing they are not you,nothing ever will be,please forgive me mum